Musings on Life, Love, and Linguine-Poetry & Writing
2020 begins with an air of uncertainty. Since mid- September, various health issues have plagued me. In December the alarm sounded, and I could not ignore it any longer.
Now with this new year, I begin with a round of testing to see exactly what is going on with this heart of mine. It has withstood many heartbreaks over the years and still, it keeps beating.
And yet I ponder, do emotional heartbreaks scar the heart to the point that one day it says- Enough? I remain hopeful that is not the case for I do not believe it is my time yet.
But this much I do know, here, today- I choose to be brave, I choose to stand tall, I will not give in. Instead, I will smell the fragrant roses, I will kiss the sky good morning, and I will cherish every golden moment.
winter morning dawns
brilliant sun warming my face
sanguine for new year
©2020 Linda Lee Lyberg
dVerse Poets Pub: Haibun Monday Beginning Again
I would love to have some sun to warm me… but have not seen it for years.
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My heart goes out to you- sending you some sunshine vibes. The sun is shining bright here today!
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Keep it beating Linda, and keep beating it.
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Thank you for the encouraging words Jane!
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🙂
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Oh Linda, that’s the best attitude! Stay hopeful in times of uncertainty, and please know that we’re thinking of you. I hope the tests go well and that something can be done. Kiss the sky good morning from me, please.
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I will Kim!
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beautifully written and often a health scare can make us more intensely aware that life is so precious 🙂
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Yes, it does. Thank you so much.
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you’ll get through okay Linda, you have a good heart and it can bear the scars 🙂
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Thank you for your kind thoughts.
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Good on you for listening to your own body, and for mustering the courage to se3arch for the truth; camping out by the river d’Nile is a poor choice.
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Thanks for the smile Glenn.
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Truly our sunset years (and loss of dear ones) teach us to cherish each moment. I will send healing thoughts your way!
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Thank you; your thoughts mean so much.
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Hope you are feeling better and heal up soon. ❤
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Thank you. Still waiting to go for testing. Fingers crossed.
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A beautiful Haibun of courage and hope!
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Thank you!
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I think heartbreak can make your heart strong when you don’t lose hope.
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Thank you for your thoughts.
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Linda, your poem speaks to me, as heart is what will take me,too, when the time comes. I hope tests show you are okay for some time to come for, yes, we still love our lives, we still kiss the sky with gratitude that we are here.
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Yes we do Sherry. Thank you so much.
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Hope you get the answers you need, Linda. Take care.
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Thank you V.J.
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Delighted with how you turned the fear and uncertainty into hope and bravery.
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Thank you.
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May the winter’s sun warm the cockles of that heart of yours!
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Thank you so much.
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Thinking of you and hoping for the best for you in this new year. Warm wishes, 🙂❤️
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Thank you Christine. Happy New Year 😊
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As I get older these things mean more to me. I wish I could have enjoyed them more in my youth but we know everything and nothing when we are young. Blessings on you as you face the future with gratitude and hope.
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Thank you for your lovely thoughts.
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I admire your heart full of courage and love of life! May you be blessed with renewed health and strength in this new year, Linda.
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I so appreciate that Lynn- thank you!
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I love the way you say ‘I will kiss the sky good morning, and I will cherish every golden moment.’ We wish you the best of health dear Linda and send healing thoughts your way xxx
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Thank you for your kind words!
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Very best wishes for your health
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Thank you!
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You’re welcome
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Thank you so much, Linda for this personal update! Still, keeping you in my thoughts and prayers!! Your post was so Awesome!
I especially loved your lines – “today- I choose to be brave, I choose to stand tall, I will not give in. Instead, I will smell the fragrant roses, I will kiss the sky good morning, and I will cherish every golden moment.” These words are a masterpiece in and of themselves, My Dear! I would dearly love to see you give them there own poem – TODAY! They deserve it. Be sure these words make it into your “Best Of Linda” book! Such a fantastic word portrait of YOU!! Bellissimo, Linda Bellissimo!!
LAH
Chuck
xoxo 💖💖🌹🌹😊
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Thank you for your wonderful thoughts Chuck. ❤️🙏🏻🌹
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Your words reached out and grabbed me!! Just me, but I think they deserve their own poem/post!
xoxo 💖🌹
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Could be!❤️
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Hope You and Your Beloved are spending time loving with each other and savoring each moment!!
xoxox
Chuck
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We are. 😊❤️😘
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Love hearing that!!! Nothing like having a Soulmate!!
xoxo
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet and commented:
Be Sure You Read Linda’s ending in this post! It is a masterpiece of Hope, Faith and Strength!!
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😊❤️
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LAH
xoxo
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Good luck to you, Linda! You seem very brave to me–and hopeful–and I think that does help. Enjoy that sunshine. It’s been so dark and gloomy here.
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Thank you For your lovely thoughts Merril.
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You’re very welcome.
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A very relatable haibun. I love the title and the hope within. Praying the testing ahead reveals a cause and a remedy.
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Thank you. I appreciate those good thoughts.
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Linda…first apologies for being late to the reading. We are now in San Diego for two months — flew here yesterday from Boston. So Monday I got posted and then totally involved in packing etc.
The last line of your haiku is beautifully said and on target. Winter…symbolic of our ageing….but dawn comes each day and we “expect the best” — that is the attitude you are showing here and I know attitude is so very important when facing health issues. Also what I just wrote….”expect the best” — rather than ruminating on what could be. Live in the moment and that is exactly what you’re saying here. Thinking of you….and expecting the best! 🙂
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Thank you Lillian. Enjoy your time in San Diego!
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I hope your health progresses with each day of this new year.
Sending hugs and thoughts your way. 💜
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Thank you 🙏🏻❤️
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