Musings on Life, Love, and Linguine-Poetry & Writing
When I was five, my step-grandfather tried to put his hands in places they don’t belong
But I fought him off for even I knew his actions were wrong
We were alone in his sleek sedan, the kind with one long seat
I jumped in the back, yelled and screamed
and cried all the way home
And then in my early teens, my step-father tried the same,
When he came home late one hot Texas night
drunker than Cooter Brown from
the hair of the dog that he drank everyday
He put on a record- Marty Robbins singing ‘El Paso’
The sound carried through the thin walls of the trailer, waking me
He came into my room, slipped
his hands under the threadbare sheet
tried to touch me where a father shouldn’t
but in my terrified state, I slapped his hands away
When I was sixteen, a man tried to lure me into his van
in the parking lot of a mall, with promises of fame and fortune
if I only would let him take photos of me,
because I was so beautiful you see
One evening, when I was nineteen
I came upon a disheveled man
masturbating
in the potato chip aisle of a grocery store
I turned and ran, forgetting what I needed
So after all is said and done, I won’t ponder
On the ways of men~ Or the things they do to be seen
©2020 Linda Lee Lyberg
The Sunday Muse #134
Linda Lee Lyberg is a wife, mother, artist, published poet and author. She resides in Mesa, AZ with her husband Pete (aka The Big Viking) of 24 years, and her dog, Ricky Bobby. Linda writes various forms of poetry, as well as short stories. You can read more of her works at: charmedchaos.com
and purchase anthologies containing her work here: Amazon Author Page
So, so sorry. One comes (close) to hate because of some of the very bad men around.
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” I won’t ponder / On the ways of men~ Or the things they do to be seen” – Yes, that is probably for the best!
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Oh Linda this is a powerful poem with a powerful message! You are as strong a person as you are a poet and I love the incredible honesty here!!
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Thank you Carrie.
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Oh my gosh! So sorry at what you endured! So brave of you to fight them off! Sexual assault is horrible. Praying you have been able to heal through the years! ❤
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Yes, I have. Thank you.
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You are very welcome! My daughter went through sexual assault. Its so painful!
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Yes, thank God what I experienced never got that far. Sending your daughter love.
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Thank you!! ❤
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A rotten introduction to the male species. Here’s hoping you found there are some who are honest, strong and respectful of women. Your poem speaks for any young girls and women unfortunately.
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Yes, I have a wonderful husband. Thank you Beverly.
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Wow Linda! Powerful! Made me angry. Your strength show in this poem desr friend. 😞❤
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Thank you Walt.
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You’re very welcome 😊
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Your words sent chills up and down my spine ~~~ who among us cannot lay claim to having lived and survived the episodes you share. Thank you, Linda.
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So true Helen.
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This world is not safe for a girl child. Pretty much every little girl encounters some things that never should have happened. You had more than your share but I am glad you knew to make noise and resist. That must have scared the predators.
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Yes, that’s so true Sherry.
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Linda I’m glad you were feisty enough to fight off these brutes. Every one trying to harm and exploit who they thought was an easy mark. Objectification and opportunity seem to be their hallmarks — the hallmarks of evil.
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sorry for their transgressions, so very glad you had the sense to escape.
Predators have no respect for women, we have all endured such incidents! So glad you healed well and found a good man 🙂
Have used those new words thanks!
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Yes, we have. Thank you, and so glad you found use for them!
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they were delightful to use and my readers are loving it 🙂
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I have known the dark ways of men having been abused as a child. This poem so truly resonates with the pain and fear that travels and harasses me at times. Powerful truth in your poem!
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Thank you Susie.
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Yikes!! A sad state of civilization!
xoxo
😊💕🌹
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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Something in you knew right from wrong at an early age. Sorry you had those experiences.
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Thank you.
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